Apologies. ….

I must apologise.  I neglected my blog at the first sign of a relationship.  After 2 months of happiness with a guy I thought was perfect and ‘the one’ singlegirl1987 is back. Its taken me a while to get over the break up, even though it was a short relationship it hurt like hell. I thought I was never gonna smile again, but here I am, smiling and most importantly ready to live my life. Being with the copper helped me. I realised something that I haven’t been able to do since the army boy broke my heart 4 yearsago. I realised that I can trust again, I can care again and I can let my walls down again. Its a shame he hurt me, he was a coward and ended things via text despite meeting my parents a week before and telling me how happy he was 2days prior.  All that aside being with him was a good thing,  if it hadnt have happened id still be scared of being single at 27 and id still be scared of getting hurt. Im thankful that he was a nice guy (my friends wouldn’t agree) he treated me well, he took me out to nice places, he’d carry my bags, but, most importantly he made me smile. It just turns out that he wasnt the one, he wasnt my knight in shining armour. He was the guy that was sent to show me I am capable of loving again.  Yes, I may have been hurt but I got through it. With the help of my friends and family im smiling again.  If I was that happy with him, imagine how happy I am going to be when I do get to meet my perfect guy. He may not be perfect but he will be perfect for me. So, the copper wasn’t mr right but he was Mr right now I guess. He was right for what I needed at that time. For now I’m happy with being single, im 27, im still young. I have plenty of mistakes yet to make,  I have plenty more stuff yet to learn and that’s exactly what im going to do. Until that guy comes along who im meant to spend the rest of my life with im going to do the stuff I want,  go where I want and be who I want.  The time that we are single is for improving ourselves,  for us, nobody else.  Its for making sure we are happy and where we want to be.  So, heres to the single guys and gals out there. Heres to having fun, meeting new people,  going to new places and enjoying ‘our’ time.